Sunday, September 30, 2007
:P

haix... sianx... i cant use my comp... coz my cousin always using my comp... kaox... >.< dammit lorx... wan 2 on9 go irc, play game oso cant... without using comp i damn xin ku... T_T haix... 2nd oct gor 1 interview as sales/food beravge industy... dun noe can make it anot... scare scare... if cmi den haf 2 find job again... n haf 2 wait again... sighx... i oso dun noe... bud my minds still thinking of dat person... next week gg out wit dat person... i was waiting... hehex... i feel dat i damn useless of what thing i do... bud when i pissed off, angry or what sms or call dat person i feel much better... feel with dat person wo hao shu fu worx... den my dad keep on nagging at mi... wy i dun find job n werk... sighx... keep on listen 2 this word i feel fab wei... sighx... what i can do is become babysit... coz my sis baby i help her 2 take care of it... when i help my sis 2 take care i feel lite take care my own child... n remind of my own child oso... bud... haix... >.< every nite when i slping i was crying over... i dun noe wy i crying... my tear is lite auto drop de lorx... somemre i din think of my past liao lehx... how come my tear will drop... i oso dun noe wy... den sometime i gor thinking of death... bud... i cant... coz my family needed mi 2 support family... den somemre is dat my family last few time gor prob on it... once de prob come is time 4 mi 2 headache... i wan 2 tell dat person i luv u... no matter what i will by ur side de... miss ya... luv ya... muackx... ^^

Friday, September 28, 2007
:P

woah.... i damn triding... yawnzzz how come i so easy get into slp... 2dae wen 2 see my di blog again... i feel dat... is lite he cant live without his lover... alhought i noe dat he wont easy change heart... bud... i believe dat every human being will change de... dat my thinking lahx... >.< i think i abit crazy liao... last 4 days i keep on wake up n slp again... while i slping i keep on repeat this 2 song 'cry on my Shoulder & Zui Hou Yi Ci '... i dun noe wy i keep on listen this 2 song... sighx... jus wan 2 listen this 2 song... even my msg ringtone put Lovynn Kan - Zui Hou Yi Ci n my ringring tone i put Cry on my Shoulder... althought this 2 song is touching oso will make ppl sadded n remind of their past... this morning i quarrel with my dad... TMD... arghhh~~~~ i din do anything wrong lorx... kaox... my dad say mi i use overnite comp... kaox... >.< when i using sia... i still sick lorx... even no energy 2 use comp or get down on bed lorx... bud... my comp was at my hall lorx... =.= coz my aunty n cousin come my hus n stay a few days lorx... think my cousin using bahx or maybe he use overnite... den my dad say mi using overnite... i jux diam diam lorx... let him scold lorx... kaox... EARLY IN DE MORNING KENA TIO SCOLD BY BO TAI BO JI... FED UP i dun noe lahx... lucky lahx... using my brother lantop so i can go my blog... bud... aft blog i went 2 slp again... i was thinking my life izzit lay on my bed ??? i dun noe... >.< haix... sighx...

Thursday, September 27, 2007
^^

haix... my fever havent fully recover... still sick... somemre my cough getting worst... once i eat medication is damn powerful sia... woah kaox... eat liao ma shang slp... =.= kaox... wan 2 go irc or play game oso cannot... once finish my blog start YAWNZZZ... >..< WTF sia... i was thinking my USB gor prob or my comp gor prob... haix... sighx... wan 2 transfer some emo song 2 my hp oso cant... wish mean lao tian dun wan mi emo liao bahx... wan mi smile... ^^ hmmm... 2dae my dar dar finish exam liao... so happy... bud... dun think can company her playing game bahx... coz I STILL COUGHING... sora throat still painful... haix... sighx... so poor of mi... what am i gg 2 do sia... rest till lite death ppl no diff... =x think stop here liao lahx... tmr see can write anot is depend on my ill.... :(

[ ; DeRRicK ; ] wrote on 12:19 PM.
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Tuesday, September 25, 2007
tried & sick

haix... sighx... 2dae i feel damn tried... this morning conference wit jasmine & canto... ard morning 7 plus i cough damn jialat... >.< den either jasmine or canto say i cough till vomti blood... woah... dat really cough till vomti blood... :( even i slp till cough till jialat... some mre my sora throat damn pain n no energy... :( is damn hard 2 slp... even now oso no energy... i think i'm sick liao... den this morning parent nagging at mi... arghhh~~~~ i dun lite early in de morning been nagging... haix... some time i feel dat am i their child... wy always nagging at mi sometime been nagging 4 nth.... sighx... wo de ming hao ku... sighx...

i rem when i was 6 yr old my parent start 2 teach mi how 2 cook liao... den dat time i still small lorx... den i was thinking so small how 2 cook sia... >.<>.< i think i stop here liao... getting damn sick... arghhh~~~

[ ; DeRRicK ; ] wrote on 10:50 PM.
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^^

Ydae whole day i was crying again... haix... sighx... still using tear washing my face again... bud i told myself dat this is last time i using tear 2 wash my face liao... den 2dae all of irc fren lite DjCanTo, muacibabi, qng` n alot of fren gu li wo... really thanks them 4 concern... thanks lots... n i wan 2 thanks _jazmine_ n DjCaNto 4 helping mi doing my blog... ^^ in de evening time ard 1900 plus... mi n DjCanTo went 2 jb 4 dinner... woah... de dinner cost us damn exp... de meal cost us $25.60 ringar... in SGD ard 10 plus per person... bud... de food is damn nice... wooooo~~~~ i think it worth lorx... aft dinner we went 2 city square... bud otw 2 city square i wanted 2 call melissa... bud cant call melissa cos she stay in msia... n i noe she preparing her exam... i jux wan 2 call her 4 chat awhile, told her i luv her, accept her luv n wish her in exam flying colour... DjCanTo saw 1 skate shoes cost $49.90 ringar... is damn cheaper lorx... lolx... den he saw a shirt cost $89.90 ringar... i oso feel dat de shirt is damn nice lorx... i feel lite wan 2 buy.... bud... i gor alot of shirt n shoes liao... aft we shopping we went 2 play billard... woah... this time i lose damn jialat... i can lose him 79 point... OMG... >.< i cant believe man... worst den last few match... kaox... if i wan 2 win him i nid 2 practice alot of time den can win him.... =.= haix... when i play billard my mind is blank at all... i dun noe my mind is thinking of what... hehex... somemre i told myself mux climb up hei yin... i dun wan stuck in hei yin liaox... ^^

[ ; DeRRicK ; ] wrote on 1:35 AM.
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Monday, September 24, 2007
my almost 6 yr life

I met this ger is on 15th feb 2001 in de pub... I was rem dat day i was a lonely n bored guy... when i rch pub i met this ger... dat day she a lonely ger drink along... i so went 2 her table 2 haf drink n haf a happy chat wit her... i din expected dat her will gv mi her contact nos... i was very happy 2 haf her contact nos... coz when i saw her dat i already cfm dat she is my future gf or wife... i was rem in her bdae dat was on 31th july 2001 1st time date her out... on dat day i was playing a piano 1 song 4 her n haf nice n romantic nite... 1 mre thing i din expected dat her accept my love... de next morning i ask her go breakfast den send her 2 skool... when de time she dock off skool go n fetch her n go town shopping n etc... dat was my 1st luv... so far we only quarrel 1 time coz of small thing... when we quarrel we dun tok jux only for 2 hrs... aft dat we say sorry 2 each other... hehex... Till in 31th dec was countdown 2001 last day we went 2 sentosa having a happy welcome 2002... 1st jan in 2002 we went back 2 taiwan our hometown... we went alot of place over ter... den in 2002 we play online game lite fish champ, maple, audition n alot of game... everynite we chat on fone can chat ard 3 - 5 hrs den can put down on fone n slp de... even slp oso still sms 2 each other... i was rem 1 of de nite she quarrel wit her family... den she was staying in my hus... bud dat day when my family noe her my parent was very happy... coz my family dun noe i gor a gf... so yea... when she unhappy i was trying 2 make her laugh or smile... bud... if she still unhappy i will do something 2 make her touched... think u all cant think what is dat bahx... i will make candle put on de floor n make heart shape den light up all de candle... bud is damn hard 2 make all de candle n light up when gor wind... dat day is nite time... i believe dat nite time wind damn big... bud... i do it... dat nite when she saw all i do this candle n she start 2 cry n hug mi tight tight n tell mi she luv mi n better den her ex... when all this thing r always in my mind now... bud... is happen on 2007 yr... i noe she gor pregrant... n i noe de baby is mine... when i campany her 2 see doc 4 check up... doc say she alr gor 5 mth preg... we find dat is twin daughter... dat day i was lite happy damn hell... b4 when new yr... we go went back 2 taiwan again... it was happen in taiwan dat i din think b4 de... she will knock down by mi... i was stund n shock... coz dat day i was getting wedding ring frm my car... n i din notice dat she was infornt of mi... my car was damn fast... when i wan 2 stop car i alr knock her liao... including my twin daughter oso cant help at all... I DAMN SORRY 4 MY GF N MY TWIN DAUGHTER... I DIN GU YI WAN 2 KNOCK HER DE... i keep on blame myself... her family din blame mi at all... they say is wasnt an accident n dun blame myself... they told mi dat dat car alr gor prob... i din noe dat car gor prob.... if gor prob i wont drive out liao... bud... i noe they damn sad n onli child... when i saw they crying i told myself wy this thing is happen 2 mi... bud... they still din blame mi 4 knock my gf ... haix... sighx... T_T everyday i was using my tear 2 wash my face... n sometime i cut my waist... actually we planning 070707 getting marriage... bud... all my planning is a dream... argh~~~

[ ; DeRRicK ; ] wrote on 12:37 PM.
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