Monday, September 24, 2007
my almost 6 yr life

I met this ger is on 15th feb 2001 in de pub... I was rem dat day i was a lonely n bored guy... when i rch pub i met this ger... dat day she a lonely ger drink along... i so went 2 her table 2 haf drink n haf a happy chat wit her... i din expected dat her will gv mi her contact nos... i was very happy 2 haf her contact nos... coz when i saw her dat i already cfm dat she is my future gf or wife... i was rem in her bdae dat was on 31th july 2001 1st time date her out... on dat day i was playing a piano 1 song 4 her n haf nice n romantic nite... 1 mre thing i din expected dat her accept my love... de next morning i ask her go breakfast den send her 2 skool... when de time she dock off skool go n fetch her n go town shopping n etc... dat was my 1st luv... so far we only quarrel 1 time coz of small thing... when we quarrel we dun tok jux only for 2 hrs... aft dat we say sorry 2 each other... hehex... Till in 31th dec was countdown 2001 last day we went 2 sentosa having a happy welcome 2002... 1st jan in 2002 we went back 2 taiwan our hometown... we went alot of place over ter... den in 2002 we play online game lite fish champ, maple, audition n alot of game... everynite we chat on fone can chat ard 3 - 5 hrs den can put down on fone n slp de... even slp oso still sms 2 each other... i was rem 1 of de nite she quarrel wit her family... den she was staying in my hus... bud dat day when my family noe her my parent was very happy... coz my family dun noe i gor a gf... so yea... when she unhappy i was trying 2 make her laugh or smile... bud... if she still unhappy i will do something 2 make her touched... think u all cant think what is dat bahx... i will make candle put on de floor n make heart shape den light up all de candle... bud is damn hard 2 make all de candle n light up when gor wind... dat day is nite time... i believe dat nite time wind damn big... bud... i do it... dat nite when she saw all i do this candle n she start 2 cry n hug mi tight tight n tell mi she luv mi n better den her ex... when all this thing r always in my mind now... bud... is happen on 2007 yr... i noe she gor pregrant... n i noe de baby is mine... when i campany her 2 see doc 4 check up... doc say she alr gor 5 mth preg... we find dat is twin daughter... dat day i was lite happy damn hell... b4 when new yr... we go went back 2 taiwan again... it was happen in taiwan dat i din think b4 de... she will knock down by mi... i was stund n shock... coz dat day i was getting wedding ring frm my car... n i din notice dat she was infornt of mi... my car was damn fast... when i wan 2 stop car i alr knock her liao... including my twin daughter oso cant help at all... I DAMN SORRY 4 MY GF N MY TWIN DAUGHTER... I DIN GU YI WAN 2 KNOCK HER DE... i keep on blame myself... her family din blame mi at all... they say is wasnt an accident n dun blame myself... they told mi dat dat car alr gor prob... i din noe dat car gor prob.... if gor prob i wont drive out liao... bud... i noe they damn sad n onli child... when i saw they crying i told myself wy this thing is happen 2 mi... bud... they still din blame mi 4 knock my gf ... haix... sighx... T_T everyday i was using my tear 2 wash my face... n sometime i cut my waist... actually we planning 070707 getting marriage... bud... all my planning is a dream... argh~~~