Sunday, September 30, 2007
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haix... sianx... i cant use my comp... coz my cousin always using my comp... kaox... >.< dammit lorx... wan 2 on9 go irc, play game oso cant... without using comp i damn xin ku... T_T haix... 2nd oct gor 1 interview as sales/food beravge industy... dun noe can make it anot... scare scare... if cmi den haf 2 find job again... n haf 2 wait again... sighx... i oso dun noe... bud my minds still thinking of dat person... next week gg out wit dat person... i was waiting... hehex... i feel dat i damn useless of what thing i do... bud when i pissed off, angry or what sms or call dat person i feel much better... feel with dat person wo hao shu fu worx... den my dad keep on nagging at mi... wy i dun find job n werk... sighx... keep on listen 2 this word i feel fab wei... sighx... what i can do is become babysit... coz my sis baby i help her 2 take care of it... when i help my sis 2 take care i feel lite take care my own child... n remind of my own child oso... bud... haix... >.< every nite when i slping i was crying over... i dun noe wy i crying... my tear is lite auto drop de lorx... somemre i din think of my past liao lehx... how come my tear will drop... i oso dun noe wy... den sometime i gor thinking of death... bud... i cant... coz my family needed mi 2 support family... den somemre is dat my family last few time gor prob on it... once de prob come is time 4 mi 2 headache... i wan 2 tell dat person i luv u... no matter what i will by ur side de... miss ya... luv ya... muackx... ^^