Wednesday, October 3, 2007
pissed

arghhhhh....... damn pissed now... WTF... my mum came back frm work den start nagging at mi... bud i oso dun noe wy she nagging at mi... NB... everytime come n find mi wit no prob... kaox... >.< sometime gud sometime is lite fucking hell... kaox... >.< whole can stand nagging... wtf... arghhhhhhhhhh... feel lite wan 2 move out n stay... my mum dun like my 3rd brother 2 stay at my hus... coz my 3rd brother not my real brother... he is my mum god son... bud i treat him as my real brother lorx... bud den sometime my mum gud mood ask mi regarding abt my 3rd brother... den sometime bad mood den come my find mi 4 nagging... kaox... >.< even when i was 9 yr old my mum start nagging at mi till when i was 24 yr old... within 15 yr i cant haf an ting de life... i was thinking am i their child or get frm somebody de... >.< when dat day my mum start keep on nagging at mi or blam mi 4 nth or wat de... i feel lite wan 2 die... i damn tried in my family n cant stand alr liao... who can stand my family... my family is lite thinking of theirself de... din think of my feel is... or ask mi what i wan... when i wan 2 tell them what i wan lite gv alot of exusese... den when i slp, eating, on9 or rest always ask mi do thing de... my family din go n do de... den i was thinking am i their male maid or what... >.< sobsob... den if gor money prob 1st thing is come mi n ask 4 help... is seem lite i'm atm or what... argh... i wan 2 buy thing oso cannot... my brother buy thing din think or conside jux straight away say ok i buy it... bud 4 mi totally say no... T_T what is this 4... is fair 2 mi mahx... no lorx... is totally unfair 2 mi mahx... NOOOOOOOOOO... even i dun do or what they will nagging or my brother will fight wit mi... ): i really dun noe what 2 do... even i cant find job 2 work keep on saying mi... even my brother dun work they din say any word... bud 4 mi gor word 3 them 2 say.... arghhh.... >.< they still supporting my brother lorx... den they dun even support mi at all... no matter what i do or say 4 them is no n wrong de... haix... sighx...