Thursday, November 22, 2007
sad
i damn sad... ): coz my grandmother passed away at 15th nov... sobsob... crying out loud... at 1st was at ttsh... den she went ops aft ops straight away go ICU room till 15th nov morning... when all go hm & shower within 3 hrs... we heard a bad news frm my relative... my grandmother passed away @ 0438hrs... haix... sighx... when funeral 2nd days jasmine, shawn, andrew n mak come my grandmother funeral till 20th nov only shawn, jamine & andrew... lucky they come down n accompany mi... if not i will keep on crying till songka... bud den within 1 week i din slp well... bud... within 1 week i wish he can down accompany or wat de... bud i noe he wont come down de... bud... when i sad i will thinking of him make myself cool down... when songka dat days i still crying... argh... sobsob... ): even now i still sad... tmr i will post my grandmother funeral pic... ): think i gor 2 stop liao... if keep on writing i will cry...
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
haix
haix... ydae n 2dae i keep on kena scolded by my boss... ydae n this moning once i wake up my mind keep on thinking messy... i dun noe... den all in my mind gor messy shadow... keep on doing wrong things... my boss ask mi derrick wy u keep on doing wrong things is ter any prob... >.< when i miss him i will looking at my fone dat we took foto or his foto den i will smile n thinking of fri dat we enjoy n help him an mo... i only think of this den i will smile... if not my boss will ask wy my face so sad... =.= den my both hand gor alot of injuring till now having fully recover... ): everytime i miss him i will take out my fone 2 look his foto... bud on fri dat time is really happy worx... sighx... bud i really miss him alot... 1 mre things let mi damn sad dat... he ask mi 2 gv up... bud... i told myself no matter wat i wont gv up de... den i will waiting 4 him even till die i still will waiting 4 him de... last 2 yrs ago i wanted 2 tell him dat i lite him... bud... when last few daes i told dat is alr too late liao... ): i really dun noe wat 2 do... bud i really luv him n miss him alot... den when i otw gg hm on de train i suddenly crying on de train when i listen mp3... den when i slping half way auto crying oso... i dun noe wy lite dat... i shld dat i sure failed de... bud i wont gv up... den i feel dat he alr hate mi liao... am i so scary mahx ??? i oso dun noe... argh... >.< sobsob... messy i luv u... i been asking myself am i so failed... i will be single till he accept mi... if not i will single 4ever... somemre i wont become his 3rd triangle de...
Saturday, November 3, 2007
happy, sad n emo by 2/11/07
haix... so tried... aft dock off work straight away go channl outing... yawnzzzz... i was otw at town mit them de... den jasmine call mi wer is aljunied blk 72 playground wer... =.= den i take tain 2 amk aft dat i take cab go aljunied... aft dat when i rch ter she alr found de place liao... >.< den aft dat we frm blk 72 walk 2 blk 47 2 take cab... we walk along 2 blk 47 dat no cab lorx... we alr late liao... >.< they waiting 4 us 1 hrs plus lorx... haix... i feel gulity lorx... dun noe... den we go ps bk having our dinner... we eating our dinner i make alot fo funny out... those lite dirty way & thing... hahas... den gor 3 table... 1st table is dirty minded table... oops... 2nd table is anit... 3rd take is biz table... hahas... den mre noisy is our table 1st table... hahas~~~ den aft our dinner left 3 of us... we go buy movie tix 1st... we buy stardust thx at ps we choose our seat back row @ 0300... xiaomessy seat on D5, mi seat on D6 & jasmine seat on D7... den we go parkline ter play pool... i find dat messy & jasmine play pool pro lorx... actually 3 of us pro lahx... hehex~~~ den aft pool we go cina ter watch movie... b4 we mit i alr lite dat person liao... den when we mit in de 1st place i alr lite dat person liao... den dat person alr gor lover liao... haix... den i only can behide dat person mo mo de luv dat person... haix... ): sad sad... bud i relaised dat i lite dat person... i dun noe wy i care somebody make dat person feel i busybody... care ppl oso wrong mahx... argh... wy lidat de... den go out i pay 4 dat... i was thinking i not dat gud mahx... haix... sigh... i think i suit 4 single 4ever... not suit into relationship n suti 4 fren de... sobsob... wy i luv some1 so xin ku... see ppl in luv so xin fu...