Tuesday, November 6, 2007
haix

haix... ydae n 2dae i keep on kena scolded by my boss... ydae n this moning once i wake up my mind keep on thinking messy... i dun noe... den all in my mind gor messy shadow... keep on doing wrong things... my boss ask mi derrick wy u keep on doing wrong things is ter any prob... >.< when i miss him i will looking at my fone dat we took foto or his foto den i will smile n thinking of fri dat we enjoy n help him an mo... i only think of this den i will smile... if not my boss will ask wy my face so sad... =.= den my both hand gor alot of injuring till now having fully recover... ): everytime i miss him i will take out my fone 2 look his foto... bud on fri dat time is really happy worx... sighx... bud i really miss him alot... 1 mre things let mi damn sad dat... he ask mi 2 gv up... bud... i told myself no matter wat i wont gv up de... den i will waiting 4 him even till die i still will waiting 4 him de... last 2 yrs ago i wanted 2 tell him dat i lite him... bud... when last few daes i told dat is alr too late liao... ): i really dun noe wat 2 do... bud i really luv him n miss him alot... den when i otw gg hm on de train i suddenly crying on de train when i listen mp3... den when i slping half way auto crying oso... i dun noe wy lite dat... i shld dat i sure failed de... bud i wont gv up... den i feel dat he alr hate mi liao... am i so scary mahx ??? i oso dun noe... argh... >.< sobsob... messy i luv u... i been asking myself am i so failed... i will be single till he accept mi... if not i will single 4ever... somemre i wont become his 3rd triangle de...