Saturday, October 27, 2007
happy

i so tried now... haix... aft dock off my work go jurong point buy jay chou 8th album den go hm take bath den mit my fren... go orchard 2 celebrate my 24th bdae... hehex... mi n my fren mit at plaza sing starbuck... 1st thing we go n buy movie tix... den we go cathay ter billy bomers eat dinner... i enjoy our dinner lorx... i order O fish n chip, green grasshopper, n soup... bud den de fish n chip damn big lorx... =.= i eat damn full... >.< we buy pleasure factory is R21 show... =.= bud den we watch this show not nice de... i rather watch hero lorx... kaox... bud my bdae present is dat i din expected de... this present is damn COOL... woah... i really din expected dat my fren bought jay chou concert 2008 $98 bucks tix... woah... weeeeeeeee... i damn happy n best present de... hahahs... coz my fren ask mi what present i wnt... so i say i wan jay chou concert 2008 tix... i cfm wont 4get this dae de... :P den in midnite went 2 tpy mit jasmine 4 chit chat... hehex... sianx... sleepy... yawnzzz...

Saturday, October 20, 2007
no breath

haix... 1dae i work in IDS company busy till fri... >.< this job is 4ever wont do finish de... kaox... some more morning stand till dock off work... haix... bud... can train my leg... hahax... :P bud at ter noe ppl... his name call derek... bud same as my name derrick... hahas... i tot us same name as mi... bud de sound lite my name... lolx... den de 2nd dae of work my boss call mi count bra, underwear, g-string n etc... all r ger item lorx... kaox... >.< really TMD... kaox... when i count all i was thinking dat pls kill mi... =.= kaox... haix... i thinking siao liao... coz once i touch ger item my hand & body damn itchy... kaox... =.= is lite WTH... haix...

Monday, October 15, 2007
tried

haix.... nowadae damn tried... keep on work... sighx... think i gonna crazy liao... den these few dae i work till now keep on standing... my leg gonna broke liao... >.< T_T dun think can continue work dat job liao... nid 2 find another job... haix... arghhh~~~ den keep on OT OT OT OT... so tried.... den last few day i went 2 sub court 2 bail my fren brother... haix... den dat dae wait whole dae... morning 8 plus rch ter till evening... rch hm nite 9 plus... den i miss all my fren... i think i stop here liao... tmr gor 2 work n stand 9 hrs and 15 min...

Monday, October 8, 2007
happen on last 2 day

rem in sat noon... i went 2 city hall 2 shop... aft dat i was thinking 2 ask my fren come out de bud wnd up my fren cannot come liao... haix... den i gor no choose lorx... haf 2 shop 4 myself... den when i wan 2 go other my wallent lose it liao... >.< i was lite suay... bad lucky sia... haix... arghhh~~~ den i call all my fren den i walk along frm city hall - orchard.... woah kaox... once i rch orchard 1st thing i go n make police report... aft make police report i wanted 2 go shopping de... bud... haix... den i walk frm orchard - woodlands... is another kaox... >.< is really TMD de... haix... den i walk hm... sighx... si bei suay sia... den i rch hm ard 2300+++ liao... walk till my both leg gonna 2 break liao... T_T

Saturday, October 6, 2007
happy & fed up

ydae went 2 dat person hus in de morning... althought is damn tried... bud i still go dat person hus... b4 go dat person hus i bought breakfast go dat person hus... i eat guo tao... when i was eating my breakfast dat person come n disturb mi... hahax... bud is ok ahx... aft i eat my food i go room n play ps2... i feel i noob in ps2 game... =.= den aft dat we start 2 make alot of of gud thing... hehex... i wont say what is de gud thing... bud 4 us is gud can liao... =x when dat person sis dock of skool rch hm den i stay awhile den go liao... coz my family gor prob ask mi go hm... >.< aft i leave dat person hus i went 2 eat fish n chip... dat fish n chip quiet ok lahx... bud waiting damn long... =.= when i rch hm my family told mi dat my grandfather at hosptial... i was think dat wtf lor... this is call family prob mahx... kaox... i dun care my grandfather de... i damn hate him alot... even he die or wat i wont go his song ka... i still rem in de past when my grandmother wat he do 2 her... kaox... i 4ever wont 4gv him de... even my cousin oso wont 4gv him... all my mum side relative oso wont 4gv him de... he beta die faster... always gv us troublesome.... wtf lorx... arghhh... damn hate him in my life... if he really die i damn happy... >.< coz of him i quarrel wit my family... i was lite kaox... wy coz of him i wan 2 quarrel wit my family... no point mahx... if gor de point i wont quarrel wit my family... den in de nite time i getting gastric again... kaox... when i getting gastric i was think if some1 by my side n take care of mi when i gastric pain again... sighx... haix... dar i hope u will be my side... dar i luv & miss u damn much lorx... mauckx...

Wednesday, October 3, 2007
pissed

arghhhhh....... damn pissed now... WTF... my mum came back frm work den start nagging at mi... bud i oso dun noe wy she nagging at mi... NB... everytime come n find mi wit no prob... kaox... >.< sometime gud sometime is lite fucking hell... kaox... >.< whole can stand nagging... wtf... arghhhhhhhhhh... feel lite wan 2 move out n stay... my mum dun like my 3rd brother 2 stay at my hus... coz my 3rd brother not my real brother... he is my mum god son... bud i treat him as my real brother lorx... bud den sometime my mum gud mood ask mi regarding abt my 3rd brother... den sometime bad mood den come my find mi 4 nagging... kaox... >.< even when i was 9 yr old my mum start nagging at mi till when i was 24 yr old... within 15 yr i cant haf an ting de life... i was thinking am i their child or get frm somebody de... >.< when dat day my mum start keep on nagging at mi or blam mi 4 nth or wat de... i feel lite wan 2 die... i damn tried in my family n cant stand alr liao... who can stand my family... my family is lite thinking of theirself de... din think of my feel is... or ask mi what i wan... when i wan 2 tell them what i wan lite gv alot of exusese... den when i slp, eating, on9 or rest always ask mi do thing de... my family din go n do de... den i was thinking am i their male maid or what... >.< sobsob... den if gor money prob 1st thing is come mi n ask 4 help... is seem lite i'm atm or what... argh... i wan 2 buy thing oso cannot... my brother buy thing din think or conside jux straight away say ok i buy it... bud 4 mi totally say no... T_T what is this 4... is fair 2 mi mahx... no lorx... is totally unfair 2 mi mahx... NOOOOOOOOOO... even i dun do or what they will nagging or my brother will fight wit mi... ): i really dun noe what 2 do... even i cant find job 2 work keep on saying mi... even my brother dun work they din say any word... bud 4 mi gor word 3 them 2 say.... arghhh.... >.< they still supporting my brother lorx... den they dun even support mi at all... no matter what i do or say 4 them is no n wrong de... haix... sighx...

Tuesday, October 2, 2007
tried

haix... damn tried sia... whole din slp at all... whole day play pangya... hahax... ^^ 1st time play pangya feel lite sux... >.< bud den quiet not bad lahx... play pang wit jasmine, canto n rovin... hehex... in noon time play wit canto pangya he fall aslp sia... hahax... althought tried n sleepy... bud i still nid 2 go interview 2dae at North West CDC conference room @ 1400... i wan 2 slp bud cant... coz i alr miss 1 interview liao... cannot miss 2nd time interview... den now my whole body ache... ): feel some1 help mi an mo... bud... haix... sighx... poor of myself... sighx... den 2nite maybe will go person hus or go tpy play pool wit jasmine... even write blog feel lite slping... >.<